Tuesday, August 10, 2010

How can i help him?

11/08/2010

Day after day,now is hari raya puasa oledi,and i aslo work with him almost half years,i really don know what can i do for him,and help him.i really very upsaid for my self everyday.i really don know what i need to support him,when i everyday write my diary i also want to cry and really upsaid.No matter what i also really him very well,i really don like to do so very hard,i just interview in once of the restorans in inside doing a job for cleaning,salary only Rm60 per days.hopefully i can help him in between a children $$$ can be enought use in family.Actually i really not happy in my life,i always alone and lonely in my life,no people noe,you noe i m a stupid people,always give him a big trouble and always make him unhappy.I need to make him be a good enought be coming a good father.i really really love him very much,in this few day,i cant sleep,always dreaming him when he getting rich,i really very scare he will leave me alone again and against.i try to relax...


from:jeffrey lee

vincent

Starry, starry night Paint your palette blue and gray Look out on a summer's day With eyes that know the darkness in my soul Shadows on the hills Sketch the trees and daffodils Catch the breeze and the winter chills In colors on the snowy linen land Now I understand what you tried to say to me How you suffered for your sanity How you tried to set them free They would not listen, they did not know how Perhaps, they'll listen now Starry, starry night Flaming flowers that brightly blaze Swirling clouds in violet haze Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue Colors changing hue Morning fields of amber grain Weathered faces lined in pain Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand Now I understand what you tried to say to me How you suffered for your sanity And how you tried to set them free They would not listen, they did not know how Perhaps, they'll listen now For they could not love you And still your love was true And when no hope was left inside on that starry, starry night You took your life as lovers often do But I could have told you, Vincent This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you Starry, starry night Portraits hung in empty hall Frameless heads on nameless walls With eyes that watch the world and can't forget Like the strangers that you've met The ragged man in ragged clothes The silver thorn of bloody rose Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow Now I think I know what you tried to say to me How you suffered for your sanity Then how you tried to set them free They would not listen, they're not listening still Perhaps, they never will..

Talk with me


Talk to meYou speak with meDon’t sink before you rise, babyDon’t fade awayYou hesitateYou seem to waitFor all the time we hadFeels a world awayWho’s to say, we’ll be okayWe will make it through the nightDon’t want to wake up in this stateI just want us both to smileCause we’re the sameAnd I know that will never changeLook, I bought your favorite ice creamI don’t want to see it melt awayIf you walk out nowI don’t know if we could be the sameBaby, just talk with meCause I want you to stay here with meThe memoriesThe things we didI locked inside my heartWhere I know I won’t forgetAnd now, who’s to say, we’ll be okayWe will make it through the nightDon’t want to wake up in this stateI just want us both to smileCause we’re the sameAnd I know that will never changeLook, I bought your favorite ice creamI don’t want to see it melt awayIf you walk out nowI don’t know if we could be the sameBaby, just talk with meCause I want you to stay here with meI want you to stay here with me